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amber & cobalt, poets & madmen, the Ginevra gaze and words in the drawer
A journal entry or two ago, I mentioned that I walked past a café I had never noticed before, that I noticed something unusual—and that I intended to go back and check it out. Well, I did. Let me explain how I discovered the cafe.
I was cutting through a narrow alley between two busy roads, one of those hidden Greek passageways that cut through meandering streets—the kind of walkway you only notice when you’re looking for escape.
I’d passed it countless times without realizing it was an alley: from the street I had only noticed the blank walls, the large garbage bin, and a brick wall at the back end that seemed to seal it shut.
By chance, glancing into the opening, I saw people in the passage, and I realized that it wasn’t a dead-end alley like I assumed.
Two women appeared to have come from a narrow opening to the left of the dead end wall—an opening invisible from the street, as if the alley had quietly kept its ‘bend’ a secret from me until that moment.
So I stopped and looked at the passage – and as they were walking towards me, I decided to turn into this alley path and see what’s to the left of the ‘faux’ dead end.
As I approached the ‘dead end,’ I heard music—classical music coming from the passageway.
Piano. Forceful. A bit ‘overwhelming’. At that point, I was curious.
As I reached the bend to the left, I was stunned to see that the ‘alley’ opened onto a tiny street, tucked away at the bottom of what looked like a small hill.
This tiny street was literally hidden between the surrounding roads, and it felt like a ‘sunken’ hiding spot – surrounded by old paved stairways climbing up to the neighboring streets. As if one tiny street were basement level.
The music—that furious piano—was coming from a café just a few feet away from me, situated exactly in the center of this tiny ‘underground’ square.
I was in a hurry; this shortcut had already taken me slightly off course, but I glanced inside as I passed.
It was nearly empty. A woman sat alone at a table, writing. Music filled the room; the air smelled of patchouli, smoke, and coffee. The shutters were painted cobalt blue. The floor was laid in terracotta tiles, worn unevenly with time, their small earthy squares rising and dipping like the miniature hills outside.
There were only a handful of tables, dark old worn wood…but somehow I felt the color of amber—glowing like honey—coming through from somewhere. The chairs were old, traditional old-world Greek cafe chairs, worn by time into a dull, very dark brown; others were sturdier, newer(?), and painted a vivid cobalt blue. To the left I could see a bar with a copper tray filled with briki pots, a few moka pots, and a pile of cups—and behind the bar, a large poster that simply read: Absinthe.
Nothing about it was ostentatious. That was exactly the allure. It had the quiet charge of a Left Bank den—something dissident, intimate, and self-contained. The kind of place that makes you feel you’ve stumbled onto a secret and that if you don’t go back, you’ll lose it.
The café had something, and that something lingered in my mind long after I left, refusing to be defined. I sketched the cafe and the street when I went home, and yesterday I finally had the chance to go back.
When I returned, I stepped inside—the cafe was built a few steps lower than the ‘lower level’ street… and I found myself to be the only customer.
Just me. Unusual.
The cafés along the neighboring downtown streets are always crowded, yet this little amber-and-cobalt gem stood completely empty. It felt as if I entered a time warp.
So I spoke to the girl behind the bar, dressed head to toe in black, with a distinctly emo-gothic air and the gaze of Ginevra de Benci.
She told me the café had a history stretching back to the 1840s. For well over a century, it had been something of an underground refuge—a den for dissidents, rebels, intellectuals, writers, and artists.
That aura must have attracted me: I realized I had picked up on the dense, charged atmosphere of defiance, questioning, and rebellion. It was still in the air. Along with the sounds of classical music and overwhelming patchouli.
“The music?”, I asked…
She said it was Russian classical pieces, pointing to a stick on her laptop connected to a small speaker.
The owner, she said, had inherited vinyl albums on a shelf years ago with the cafe and recorded the music.
Vinyl albums? I realized with a sudden jolt that I was old enough to be this girl’s grandmother. I stood there feeling the weight of the chasm between us—a woman who grew up with 33s, 45s, and the memory of her grandparents’ 78s, looking at a girl streaming digitized ghosts of those same tracks from a laptop stick.“Who is the owner?” I asked.
She said it is her aunt. The cafe has been handed down from one generation to the next – never sold to an outsider.
The family who carries this legacy?
Rebellious, different, outsiders—poets, rebels, scholars, madmen, misunderstood, in the margins, bohemians that never found their place in the setup of society.
I left there absolutely intrigued and overwhelmed.
It wasn’t the coffee that they offered, but the vibe, the energy, the experience.
But then I wondered if this ‘feeling’ is accessible to everyone.
It ‘s there for those who can tune into that vibe…and it probably is invisible to those who tune into other frequencies. Like tuning into a distant radio station, you can only hear what you are built to ‘pick up.’
To most passerbys, it probably looks like an empty cafe. One whose doors are open but must have gone out of business years ago…with no sign of activity.
To others? Like me? It is a slice of the intellectual/creative scene of eras past…still humming with rebellion.
It is a vibrant piece of creativity, housing the thoughts and ideas that found their place in this den of nonconformists, questioners, and dissidents.
This buzz is housed behind a cloak of invisibility, preventing the mainstream of today from seeing the rebellious stands of yesterday.
Cloaks, masks, drawers, books, labels, conversations. They all serve to cover up, protect, and tuck away from the masses what was only ever meant for a chosen few. – Sosanni
It is why I stopped when I found this image of the chest of drawers today.
A piece of furniture to some. An antique with a history to others. And to a few, it’s all about the notes that were written—their words tucked away from prying eyes and placed in the drawers.

Louis Annino, Chest of Drawers c 1953 National Gallery of Arts, Index of American Design The Macondo Frequency
As I sat in that quiet, amber-and-cobalt secluded cafe, I realized it possessed the same haunting, self-contained alchemy as Gabriel García Márquez’s mythical town of Macondo. It is a place hidden from the mainstream of today, humming with the memories of yesterday. If you want to lose yourself in that exact flavor of reality-bending isolation, step into the timeless masterpiece that inspired this reflection: One Hundred Years of Solitude. -
on faeries, butter, basil leaves & twine
“The faerie’s creamery was not too deep, happily, or at least it did not feel so; a chimneylike skylight cut into the stone roof admitted the warm gold-green light of the forest. Given the faerie’s size, the workspace was expansive— even Wendell, the tallest among us, did not need to duck— with a hard-packed earthen floor and an array of shelves, some of which held blocks of butter wrapped in paper and twine. In the middle of the workshop was the butter churn, beside which was a tin bucket of milk with condensation forming on the side— which I think is what the faerie had been worrying about, for she immediately rushed over to it and carried it into her cellar. The air was cool, on the edge of cold, and the smell of the place made my mouth water. Not only of butter, but thyme and lavender, strawberries and honey, which the faerie used to flavor some of the blocks. Those on the nearest shelf had leaves tucked beneath the twine— basil, I think.”
Heather Fawcett, Emily Wilde’s Compendium of Lost TalesIf you love the idea of immersing yourself in a world where fairy lore feels wonderfully real, dangerous, and atmospheric, you need to step into Heather Fawcett’s series titled Emily Wilde.
Meet Emily: a brilliant, wonderfully awkward Cambridge professor – a ‘dryadologist’ who happens to be writing the world’s first encyclopedia of faeries. Emily, the professor and expert on dryads, is fantastic with books and learning—but absolutely terrible with people. When her field research takes her into a snow-laden, isolated northern village, and her insufferably charming academic rival crashes the expedition, she gets pulled into a web of ancient secrets, dark magic, and unexpected romance.
This is one on a list of ‘ultimate snuggle under a blanket’ light academia fantasy reads. Heather Fawcett, the author of the Emily Wilde series, also wrote the New York Times bestseller Agnes Aubert’s Mystical Cat Shelter. The Emily Wilde series has been nominated for the Hugo Award.
Ready to lose yourself in the series?
Tap on the book widgets—you don’t need the wand—and grab the trilogy. You will gain an amazing reading experience, Marginalia & Co. Bookshop will be thrilled, and you will be helping bookshop.org support independent bookstores. Three in one, no wands, no glitter—and a great reading experience.
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On Demeter
Pausanias wrote in his work, “Description of Greece” 8. 42. 1 (trans. Jones) (Greek travelogue C2nd A.D.) :
“They say [Demeter], angry with Poseidon and grieved at the rape of Persephone, put on black apparel and shut herself up in this cavern [in Arkadia] for a long time . . . [and] all the fruits of the earth were perishing, and the human race dying yet more through famine.”
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Isabella Cotier
While scouring the digital wilderness, I stumbled upon a site and had the opportunity to admire expressive art – with a distinct style.
The artist is Isabella Cotier. Her site – https://isabellacotier.com/

artwork by Isabella Cotier via Isabella Cotier 
artwork by Isabella Cotier via Isabella Cotier -
A Study in Cobalt

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Loren singing a love song in Greek.
I came across a video of Sophia Loren singing in Greek—impeccable Mediterranean fusion.
Take a look at this iconic video at The Black Wolf’s Lair on Substack.
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On The Shelf. A Necessary Indulgence
The Tale of Genji — Murasaki Shikibu
Pair this with: Lemon sherbet, the sound of rain, and fading twilight.
The marginalia & co. Note: An 11th-century courtly masterpiece where women were politically marginalized, yet prose was weaponized to quietly dissect the psychological realities of power and gender. A magnificent, quiet feminist rebellion that stands firmly against the test of time.
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The Aperture
Think: patchouli · absinthe · cobalt blue shutters · terracotta tiles · 1842 · a worn cafe floor
Here is a sneak preview of a little of what I am up to.
I am about to go somewhere later this week—to ‘peruse’ something fascinating, which I MUST share here… but until then, I will leave you with a tiny piece of what I am going to check out… from my sketchbook.




from my sketchbook…it’s a cafe on a narrow street in the city where I live in Greece—tucked away from the madding crowd… I had never noticed the cafe, and it caught my eye for the first time when I passed by it a few days ago. I noticed that the cafe had something. ‘ I will go back and check it out again this week to make sure I wasn’t ‘imagining’ it…and I will share that ‘something’ in the next newsletter—any aesthetes reading this, you will love what I discovered… Sosanni.
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Culture Yoga.
Culture is not just books and paintings.
Culture is one of the means through which we express the human experience and human nature.
And yoga? We will borrow its stretching, breathing, and focusing—but use it to stretch the mind, enhance our visualization, and nurture our imagination.
“You can’t depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.”
― Mark Twain, A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur’s CourtCulture Yoga.
- Read each of those random sensory phrases I created—listed below.
- Close your eyes. Focus on each one. Picture it in your mind.
- Notice the textures, the scents, the sights, and the sounds.
- Move on to the next sensory phrase.
- Repeat this as many times as you like—feel as if you are letting go and immersing yourself in the setting you are imagining.
- a brick of dark chocolate
- a gondolier at the stern rowing in the middle of a dark and quiet 15th-century Venetian night
- a heron on a large rock along the shore on a cloudy day
- one of the chairs alongside a long medieval banquet table, about to be set
- the imprint in the sands left behind by a caravan of camels passing through the desert
- the sound of cars passing along the large puddles of freshly poured rain on the street
- cinnamon
Culture Yoga – Your imagination will thank you.
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it’s in the details

the collar. the pearls braided in the hair. the young woman. the artist. Botticelli Details of The Portrait of a Young Woman (c. 1480–1485), by Sandro Botticelli. Städel Museum, Frankfurt, Germany. (Believed to be the portrait of Simonetta Vespucci.)
















